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I'll Never Climax

by Moon Gloom

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Luke Warmwater
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Luke Warmwater Shocked that with the love for PUP that this got so little attention. They're very similar but not so much so that this album sounds like a copy. Its punchy and full of attitude with a punk edge that balances the emo vibes nicely. Favorite track: Hardly Seems Ideal.
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1.
Peg 00:03
STEELY DAN RULES!
2.
Tell me I’m aligned, or least that I am over this Cause honestly, our situation, I made a mistake and what’s left to prove So tell me which that you’d rather lose It’s a shame, relying on the way it was And I don’t blame, you for thinking anything was wrong It’s something that we already knew Sitting on your bedroom floor, you spill your guts and you can’t ignore What was written here from before And if it’s all you’ve ever known, then why the hell did it take so long And if the meaning you can’t find, I’ll make a list of what was Right by your side through this decline Or so you’re told Here is my doubt, you just assumed that I was scared and you wanted out Affixed by the highs The ups and downs, the left and rights and you can’t rely Anymore And it’s breaking this code, making sense of these flaws At this moment you stop So here’s my gift for never giving in, I do not know you Learning was never meant for me, but I misread
3.
I wrote my errors down Made my ill-intentions a little unhealthy Built up just to tear me down With no understanding, it's all about something There's a lot I could tell but I need you to change somehow I lie through my teeth so you never see my face It's all just a gamble now And if you'd remember, you'd see we're both guilty Of letting the other down And it gets harder every moment Leads to lacking all emotion You could die or leave me side Either way, it all applies So here's our decision I see our division If I make a mistake I'll just move on The farther you run the less I'll be afraid I fucking tried
4.
Two addicts in the bedroom Speed up my heart No time for contradiction, always in a tailspin You think you know me well Well I've been lying since I met you And from the start you let me in I don't think that I deserve you and that's a matter of fact And if you're smart you should be scared It's not like I'm not scared too Nobody understands it Then probably it's a joke Spend all your time complaining, all you do is hate me All of this upstaging We're living in a nightmare Or police car Or worse it's like I'm failing, never can stop puking You think that you can tell, well I've been trying to tell the truth And if you like, I'll cut my hair Or wear a hat when I'm around you it actually makes it really compact If it feels right I'll disappear I'm already basically never there Nobody understands it Then probably it's a joke Spend all your time complaining, all you do is hate me All of this upstaging I'm worried things are changing, always things are changing Hardly Seems Ideal Steadfast in your unreason, always under siege Never seems to yield So let the poison quell your pride And let all the voices eat you alive And in hindsight I misbehaved I should know better now.
5.
Tell me a secret, I want to confess All of the reasons you never have left If you remind, I'll focus this lens Turn back the clock to make time for the rest The last sixteen months have been average at best It's frightening to think that we once thought it'd last Take my problems Despite the worries you may have, a perfect match will never last Wasting a perfect mistake It's a lie, it should never have been told Caught me red-handed but the way we dance is getting old It's a lot like a wedding at dawn Intentions still are present but despite the fact that you were wrong Worship the memory changed in your head Where nothing could ever upset your progress It's a lot like falling down It's a long way till your found I could never be the reason this stands Two broken arms and a cast on my neck And it never goes my way Take my problems away Despite the worries you may have, a perfect match will never last Angled under my skin You're the reason I can eat and you're reason I can't sleep
6.
1995 Ford Explorer Parked outside your yard since last winter I'll be afraid, I've never left before Who will I blame when everything goes wrong? All in all, it's worth the call I had dinner at Kyle's Fill my pockets till they're full 13 69 to mishandle Fill our tanks at night, where's the scandal I've got some petty cash, I've got a bed at home I'm an enthusiast, I like to play along And when you try, I'll leave your side, I'll leave it all to waste And when you cede, I'll watch you need, I'll haunt you till this breaks I want to remember you, cause when this stops I don't think I'll be alive
7.
I sit alone on top this rudimentary overpass Certainly defiant and annoyingly I'll have to ask If I'm a coward then what wisdom do I have to stow Violently Indifferent, can't imagine why you had to go Spare my eyes cause they've been buried in your past But honestly, you left them there You work the nine to five while I make lists in your old room Counting provisions and stockpiling words that I can use Like the time you told me how you felt about my friends But the joke's on you I hear what's said behind your back Oh shit, they've actually been pretty nice Dead I wasn't left for it Born like I lost a bet But I really care a lot about you Stuck on the wonder years Dredging up all my fears But I really care a lot about you When it's over will you know all that I felt Through the words from when you asked Why the hell has this passed?
8.
I wouldn't start rumors About who the fuck you were A purpose to the crime And an obvious one that you see all the time But it's not like I ever Cared to make it a better Focused on myself If I had just looked around when you needed my help I see it all the time Maybe in a couple of weeks it will be different Hope, it's a lot like when you're lost, it's a lot like When you try to rely on the ones you despise Or you find or need to care It's a lot like a burning car crash All my friends have died The sky looks weird tonight Set an alarm Dig your own grave Check your account Eat a croissant Watch as it all starts to wither away Focus your time On something you hate Marry the first who tolerates you Cause if you don't it might not happen again This is the way that I deal with our world's bullshit Sell me some fun and I'll watch you oblige Arms at your side, it's amazing how complacent One can become when these things go awry I see it all the time Carry the shrine It's a lot like getting older And I'm buried alive Carry this chip on your shoulder And it's not like I'm brave, never was one to relate Every night it grows It's a lot like love It's a lot like fear
9.
Do you wish for summer Or is this your kind of place Cause with this god damn weather I never know if it is safe To leave my house unguarded I was never one to make a bet And just as you discard it You probably should have listened to me cause I told you like three times it was going to be bad out today And if we band together We'll probably never face the facts Some things don't last forever Despite the way that we distract Ourselves from understanding It's no way for us to live I hope it's demanding Cause all we are, a lesser known I love this sweater But I hate the rain Assume it all gets better When you're unwilling to change You picked a place at random I'll take a piece of what is left And what was once in tandem Leaves in open-armed regret That's actually a really nice sweater you have there Is that made out of wool or is that synthetic?
10.
I've been trying to decide Over the last five years I've eaten more shit than I care to digest And I confess It's not the easiest way I could live When your a mess It takes a lot to make another agree Testate, hold serve, it's progress You say, no words, it's obvious I can tell you it's not fair When you're a calling card Amongst a stack of better suited jesters I could love myself all day But I'd rather swallow bitter pills That you've thrown together It's a long road In the dead of the winter We all grow old We all grow cold Navigate this space with time Graduate and humanize Ankles bend like they're a tease Under the glow of the streelights Your voice is wavering Dead like the winter
11.
Edgar Allan 01:05
The night that you left us you were only nineteen Car to the bridge and you jumped in the lake Someday we'll be by your side Edgar Allan
12.
Nevermore 02:46
I'm not lonely I'm just sad I didn't help you Cause it's not like it Could make us feel what you were going through Honestly it now feels like I'm living in a sad shithole of an existence And that's okay I can't pretend like it'll all be the same Cause it's terribly stressful when I get sentimental Ian's now thirteen and he'll never get to see you be A beautiful vessel who's undoubtedly special I put the cordless in the backyard In case you'd call to be a friend It's unfortunate that you never needed me And even if you'd act sometimes Like I cared more when you gave a shit I'd trade it all, give everything, to see you one more time again I can't pretend like it will all be same Cause you play the game and make the call Or drink until you have forgot That everything and everybody will die It's what keeps me alive I can't pretend like it'll all be the same Cause it's terribly stressful when I get sentimental

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released November 29, 2019

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Los Angeles Sparklepunk + Veggie Burritos

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